What if who never makes you cry, makes you cry?

“Expectations hurt the most.” Some people in our lives really meant to us, and with time they become life to us. Slowly, we reach a level where we began expecting a lot from them. We start believing that they will never make us cry or hurt us. Or they were made to support us in every matter of life. One day, when all of our expectations explode and the person who never made us cry ends to being a painful and unforgettable memory.
Today, I asked myself this question, what is be like if who never makes me cry, makes me cry for real? It is one of the challenging questions that possibly can be. But from all the pieces of my heart, I am answering. It hurts a lot because it feels like something has exploded in our stomachs. It becomes hard to breathe. Like something has stuck in our vocal cords and like I will never be able to speak anymore. All of a sudden, you become lonely in a world full of people. All of the depressing thoughts start hitting your mind one by one-Does nobody understand me? Does nobody love me? Does nobody care for me?
You go through this difficult time because a beloved has broken your trust and ruined your expectations that “one will never make me cry.”